Well I think, that is the ultimate question. Who has the power to subject me into a female with two different kinds of demons inside of her body.Two demons, who are poisoning her body as well as her soul.
The first demon you can imagine as a charming, scheming,secretive, sneaky, but also deadly guy.Perhaps a little bit like the vampire Eric Northman from the series "True Blood". I bet many women are craving his touch, his body and the whole Northman-package. Like some diabetics the lovely, sweet sugar of a candy bar.
The other one is more like a black, ruthless, sarcastic,unholy and sexy knight without any morals or sympathy for the helpless,weak or sensitive. A knight on the dark side´s power. I think you could compare him with "Angelus" from "Buffy the vampire slayer" or "Angel".
It is the dark side of Angel, that lives constantly inside of him, deep down in his mind,soul and psyche. He cannot ever get rid of this part of him, the only possibility is to contain it and keep it at bay.
And that is exactly the same thing with my endometriosis.
So who is now the goddess, and it surely is a female, who opened pandora´s box and put these demons inside of me, like the gods in the "lords of the underworld"-books from Gena Showalter?
Maybe it is "Fortuna" ?! The fickle goddess of luck and fate?
Well, who knows....
But the only thing, that I know for sure is, that giving up hope and the fight with these two demons is not an option!
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